He is 41th!

It's Chris' 41th birthday on 23 Sep. Unfortunately, he wasn't in town. He was far away in Shanghai for business.

Justin talked so much about getting Papa a cake and wanting to sing him the birthday song and blow the candles together. But when i told him, we can't do this without the birthday person, he shot me a "questionable" look. That was just so adorable. It's only possible on a child.

Olivia is too young to understand what happened. She kept asking: Where papa? Oh... go work?

I am sure it warmth Chris' heart when he called from far away land and the children sang him the birthday song over the phone.

It is always this day that i thank my mother in law for giving me such a loving husband and doting father to my children. He is also the filial son not only to his parent but mine too.

Tonight, i am going to bring him to 8 ON GREENWOOD for dinner and it's just going to be the 2 of us. Guess we quite deserve some quite time together.

Happy 41th Birthday, Chris.

I may not have said it often enough, i do love you very much and always will......

Change

Someone once told me to embrace change. Always look at it from a positive angle even if something mis-happaned.

Overtime, i experienced enough changes to realised that there is so much truth in what's said.

What you can't anticipate is how every change is impacting your life and others around you.

Well, many a time, something good or positive will emerged from the changes.

Though it may never be conclusive. I am experiencing yet another major change in my life and embracing it with open-arms. I am determine to savour and enjoy every minute of it and not look back.

Perseverence pays.....

Nothing more and nothing less

I will always be grateful to god for giving me not one but a pair of angels.

I could still remember those emptiness in me when we were trying "hard" to have a baby. Poking myself with needles after needles, filling each day with hopes but preparing for the worst is nothing anyone should experience.

Then after months of trying, came the little boy. Without planning, we got lucky the second time with the little girl.

Everytime i look fondly at their faces, i could still feel the pinch in my heart. The pain of knowing how lucky i am. To some extent, i never thought this could be possible and it doesn't seem real at times.

My little angles, i never quite tell you enough how much i love you; i love you two so much, nothing more and nothing less.

With every awakening second of my life, i will give you all my best and all my love.

Nothing more and nothing less

Move on

Was up since 6 this morning.

Am covering the boss when he is on MC. Poor chap, he though he could come back tomorrow but was given 2weeks MC instead.

It's fun being the coverer cos you get to attend meetings when all the bosses fumble around and not having to do the real work. hahaha

Had lunch with Lynette, glad that she has walk out of the sorrow of her "late" marriage. Human kind are very "forgetful" and that's how one should move on in life too. Always forget about the unhappiness and uneventful things that happened.

Always look forward, and i always believe that everything happens for a cause.

Somehow something will turn out better than it originally was.

Keep it up, girl.......

My 1st Blog

Wow! i am blogging.

Thought this may be one good way to relief and release my energy, negative engery that is and turn them positive.

I am in need of some breakthru in life. Guess i have reached a point where everything is so expected; no surprises, no excitment and practically no yes or no in life.

Did a model test on-line last week and was "dignosed" as in a state of depression!?! And why am i not surprise. Well, have been thinking real hard how to be happier......and walk out of "depression".

Anyone has any good idea?