Olivia, My Princess

Oli is due for her day surgery next Tuesday, 16 Decenver 2008, finally.

The procedure for the day as planned goes like this. We are to check her in at 6.30am at Mt. E. I am to accompany her to the operation theatre and they will knock her out with trawberry flavoured gas. After that, I am to be excused, so that the doctor can perform the operation on her. They will remove her Adenoide, hence the procedure Adenoidectomy. It shouldn't take more than an hour. Dr Adrian will also check there and then, if she needs to get her thonsils out as well. Of course, he is to step out and seek our permission prior to the procedure.

I am rehearsing the procedure every day over and over again in my head. Just so that, i know at every second what is happening to my dearest princess. And if there is a situation, I want to be able to react and make the right decision. I need to be familiar with the whole process in order to calm my every nerve. To know that she is in good hand and she will be just fine.

Deep inside me, the truth is I am scare to death. I won't even entertain any thought of mis-happening. Writing it already seem so surreal.

Princess, you will be OK. Mama will do anything and everything within means to make sure that you are going to be OK.



I love you, always, Princess Oli.